Yes may life rush upon a blade and cut deply as to cut the soul

Taking Responsibility of some sort

I take responsibility for this, and this partial action is to show that I truly care and that what I have done in the past is not acceptable but that change has come to me and wish it to stay. God has helped me developed a better sense of life, he has helped me understand the difference between right and wrong, and to learn from my action. They say it takes alot to admit your wrong or that you have wronged someone but it shouldn't, that phrase shouldn't exist people should try to speak truth without God intervening unfortunately I do not fall in this category.

To Fernie

First of all to my friend Fernie I admit that in the past I was angry at you for many things, thing that become childish and stupid to lose a friendship over at times I have spoken badly about you behind your back and I apologize, a main but inexcusable reason is peer pressure you feel pressure from those around you to say or to feel certain way about people. instead of realizing that I should be proud to have friends that love me no matter how odd or different they may be. I thank god for opening my eyes and for allowing me renew our friendship and understanding its value.


To Mark

I never ever in my life denied that I didn't love as a matter of fact, I've said in my life over and over no matter when people that do not approve of you for whatever reason that "I can't deny that I don't love him and still love him to this day" (note this being before we got back when i would be asked about you) but at one point I was angry and I did say something that I never should have but I honestly never meant them I was just hurt, because I could never let you go, and I admired how you are so comfortable in your skin no matter what the world tells you and that is one of the main reason I love you so much.

To A and V

Recently I've been very angry at you and I have asked God to help me, productively release this anger. I just don't understand how it got to this point. I enjoy being around you at times but lately it has not been that way. For reason I won't disclose here that you know. I pray everyday, and I do mean everyday for your safety and that God blesses you. This is true, whether you believe it or not.



To Isaac


Please forgive me for holding you back and in the process holding myself back. I'm sorry that I didn't realize how destructive our relationship was and how much it might have hurt you. Please know that I thank you for all the things you have done for me and I appreciate them. I thank God everyday for you safety and well being.