Instinct!

Instinct keep animals alive, but can we say that they keep humans alive? There are numerous reports of human surviving impossible thing despite the odds. We’ve even heard some of them, like the women, man, or child lifting a car to save a loved one, these are urban legends but some are undoubtedly true. So if your instincts told you that in the living room without a doubt in your mind you felt it there was danger, maybe something out of the ordinary lets say? a huge ostrich your instincts just wont budge they keep telling you there’s an ostrich. Would you believe yourself? A friend put it this way,

“Yes, its the only way to survive, its like it prepares you for the worst and even if it wasn’t there you know in your mind that you were prepared to face it.” -Ris A.

And believe most of it to be true. I follow my Instincts 40~60% of the time depending on the situation while the remaining 61~100% I try to be as logical as I possibly can(sans religion i add this note because through a scientific perspective no religion is logical so when my issues deal with religion I’m neither instinctive nor logical towards it) Continuing with this post.

On March 17, 2011 at 2 a.m. I was awaken by the most horrible low raspy gargle like howling about 10 to 20 ft out my window, followed by a shriek from a women. Oddly enough when I woke up my instinct advised me to close the window and stay alert because and this is what my mind told me because there was a werewolf outside. No kidding! and naturally I don’t believe in werewolves I like the myth about them but never believed in them. So why did my instincts tell me there was one outside?! this was not a pleasant feeling. So after a couple of hours I was able to fall asleep, and forgot about it. Until Today early around 2 a.m it happened again this time luckily my partner heard it too. The horrible howl and the shrieking woman, and again my instincts told me danger! Whether I believe there is a werewolf out there I can’t tell you, I’m as confused as anyone would be. We have lived here over a year not to ever heard such a dog in the neighborhood, and if it is a dog let me tell you I won’t feel stupid but relieved because instincts are suppose to help you survive.

The funny part about this is the next morning my mind told me to cross reference on a google search the word Werewolf and St. Patrick do it for yourself, how funny that they are correlated, but for those who won’t do it. St. Patrick cursed a family that every 7 years one of their members is cursed to turn into a wolf. I leave you with that! (P.S. I personally don’t believe in saints, but i know they are real people, so that piece of information is interesting)

Undying Memory

Haven't you heard they say "When you think about someone, that you have had no contact with in many years that they are thinking about you too".  I try not to go on archeology explorations of my past, for those mountains are to large for me to excavate through, and far to dangerous. Yet it happens that the mind often makes expedition without permission.  We let our guard down and although painful the experience is human.

That someone he is named Matthew at the time a youth so beautiful of light semi bronzed stoned skin, a shaved head and his radiant blue azure eyes.  His eyes could peer into my soul, and I still remember you.  Have you remembered me as of late? Two days have you filled my mind, or is it my heart yearning.  Yearning for something that has past long ago. This I do not know, but the though of you always brings a smile despite the decade old memory, as grainy as it may be I still can feel your touch, hear your laugh, and if my impact was not as great as your was mine.  This I'm telling to you, I'm here, and despite my foolishness you will always have a piece of my heart.  As days pass if I happen to run across your mind.  Forgive me! forgive me for pushing you away, I feel that I made you feel unwanted, as though the new experiences that you had discovered were wrong.  I was not prepared to receive your love.  The life that run through my veins pray that you're love rains on the one who has proven their worth, and next time my heart feels for you.  The pain that stabs at the heart will no longer stab, but will fade into a memory of my love for you.