Continuing Short Story 4 Chapt 3

Chapt 3

It must be easy to live without knowledge because knowledge is deadly and unlike the bird that migrate in pack they belong to something greater than my understanding, yet human have the ability to go against all that is known and taught. I am uncertain that we belong to anything or anyone, and that is a lonely feeling.

It had been 10 month since my brother moved in and we were both making great progress had more than enough money saved to last us 2 to 3 years if anything should happen. Finally having moved into a four bedroom apartment with the assistance of the state, and it wasn't so much for us as it was for the kids, kids need all the space to grow up especially when developing their individuality. As for me I had already made up my mind long ago who I wanted to be. I was a free spirit always observing and always question and always doing what I wanted and learning what I wanted. I had all the hope in the world that one day humanity can live congruently without border or boundaries. Like some Utopian civilization of some galactic mass far from our own, but till then the kids were getting bored of always being at home. Steven and I decided that it be best that on the 1 year since they got here we would all head to Disney world the land of all enchantment, the land of what dream of made of. As to assume that dream could be easily fabricated. That date was 2 month from now and I had to admit even in my semi-bitterness I was excited.

After all its Disney who doesn't like Disney. At one point we all did at the very least. The kids were ecstatic as all should be at that age even the older 18 y/o. They all began to chatter away at what they wanted to see and do. I decided to withdraw from the conversation, and sit alone for a bit. I rather observe from afar to see young face light up is truly the work of god, innocence, laughter, music, generosity and hope in humanity is the true face of god. I couldn't help to think that I was alone I hadn't met anyone in my 10 years of dating. I always wanted to adopted, but at this moment I was uncertain that I would ever. Dating didn't come natural to me, and I was very geeky, felt uneventful and had my views on society. Because society isn't humanity because society is bound by the laws of race, religion, and sexual orientation. Humanity on the other hand is believe we are all ever connecting. If i were to meet anyone it would have to be one with the belief and hope in humans that I deeply had inside me. Until them all that matter is the kids, work, and our coming trip to the land of dreams.



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