Good Time

So my vacation has started and my partner and I have been so far been having a good time. So why am i here I should be spending time with him and its not that I'm not just the presnece makes it all worth it. He and I know that we do not need to always be talking or always force some entertainment its just knowing that you can be next to someone that know all what your thinking, or at least knows you well enough to assume what your thinking without me being offended but that the beauty of a relationship so long.

That you know that whatever one might say whether it be critical of who you are, or just a compliment deep inside you know that its for your own good, and I can not fully explain how great this feel, but it like light in your heart it bring a nice warm feeling and a smile. Knowing your partner loves you, and although very mushy when he looks at me, sometimes I cant comprehend how he can look at me like if it were the first day we met, with joy, excitement, and full of love.

All the thing that I am uncertain of this is the one thing I am glad to be certain of, because if the world would end today, I know God loves me because He brought Isaac and I together.


Enough of that mushy feeling, I have not gotten around to finish my last short story and I am uncertain that I ever will like most of my creationg they end up stopping and beinging to lump in the mass that is my brain always adding always cultivating but for some odd reason I am unable to bring my self to continue them. I know I should and stop cluttering this mass of mine.

It's not that I do not wish to finish I guess there something that stops me maybe its laziness but then again the feeling I get inside me its not that of laziness its of as if its almost a fear. Fear of what exactly is unknown to me, it just might be something to discover.