Feeling Under

Today I have to admit I'm feeling a bit depressed all these emotion and dilemmas have impacted me this week, and it has finally hit me after trying so hard for them not to derail me they haven't but they have left a dent until it can be fixed. In these past two week I have learned a lot and although this blog is titled feeling under it should really be titled remember. Because the only reason I'm writing in it is because I don't want to ever forget the lessons learned these two weeks.

1. Trust in God, because he will never give a load you can't handle.

2. Never call yourself name or undermined your own worth, everyone worth something and everyone is important. It is what you do with what your abilities in life are that makes the difference.

3. Always be honest with yourself first and then you can be honest with everyone else.

4. Work hard because working hard even if it leads to no where you have tried and trying is better than not having tried at all.

5. Be yourself, do what you want to do and never allow other to influencing you into something you are not, and do not let yourself be pushed around stand up for your beliefs. Yet be mindful of others.

6. Be aware of destructive behavior, avoid situation where behavior might become active and or triggers, and know that it will chip away at your soul if you continue.

7. Appreciate what you have been given no matter how small it might seem.

8. Calm down, take a deep breath, things take time.

9. Sometimes what we want is not what we need, if we feel we are lacking friends, love, or a caring hand maybe it is not the right time. Examine life and make sure that you are able to handle your emotion while balancing others, while being stable. Yet cherish the friend we do have and nourish that relationship.

10. No matter how hard life gets keep moving along eventually the barrier will set you free.

These lessons are not in particular order of importance because they are all equally important and should be taken seriously. One just need to remind themselves.