I have not

It's been sometimes since I've blogged about anything in particular, and this blog is unfortunately sad, at least sad for me. After seven and half years of my relationship it has ended it been two week since I've been single and fear that I have been destructive God have mercy on my soul for my recent behavior. Today was a turning point because I stopped myself from taking that behavior to a higher level, not only did I realize that my behavior had dire affect, I also stopped myself from going out of my budget range.

Whats next for me only God knows, but I sense it good I sense it great I sense that I will succeed in my endeavors, I'm thankful that I have been granted the knowledge to know the thing that I can and can't change and I do know this much that I can change me and hope for the best but I can't change the circumstance that I've put myself in unless I change myself. As far as my ex I wish him the best.