I find it odd

That bad habits do take awhile to die off, whether its because one really doesnt truly want them to die off or its because they haunt you to your very core, when you are reminded by some trigger of some sort, something that reminds you of that potentially destructive behavior, because not all bad habits are destructive some habits are just odd. That brings me to my next ponder and that is how is one suppose to know what habits are bad and what is not. For example cigarettes smoking them in particular is a bad habit because it hurts your body or is it a bad habit because one does to relieve stress? This are the thing that I'm particular confused about I'm debating quitting while I can, I smoke about a pack every two week that is low compared to being addicted. I just rather avoid that behavior all on it own.

Now to more serious behavior like doubting God or faith is that destructive? Can something so grand be considered normal, I'm uncertain what I'm certain about is that I'm scared to doubt God ever again, I can't see my life without God in it, but at times it also seems easier to not have faith not have morals. Now that destructive and I understand that, otherwise I wouldn't be here blogging about it.