Anxiety Spetember 26/06

People say that it is good to write your feelings out, and that much is true I believe. I have social anxiety and it is very hard to connect to people at times, it is much easier to connect without really seeing that person i.e. online. I can't sleep much at night at time because my anxiety devours me it kills me so bad I do not know what to do. Writing helps though so I suppose im doing what im suppose to, I blame my self for alot of things that have happen in my life that maybe I shouldn't blame my self for, I know this but I cannot help but do so, how does one go about fixing such a problem. I sure don't know. I sometimes feel that its just me that has problem of this magnitude, again I know its not just me but I feel that it is. I am aware of my problems but do not know how to go about and living a productive life.