Pleasing people in life, there are times it seems as although, words fall on deaf ears. as if though listening were a sin.
Lovers, balancing emotional elephants, for an ear or a hand or gentle caress.
As the years dawn on you, trying is not a possibility but the action of compassion of ears, and sounds of consonants and vowels are a requirement.
Algebraic equations, and astronomical physics not mandatory. How then can a loved one, think naively to the understanding of the other when most coveted, it is missing.
Yet expectancy is a requirement from the half that has not given nothing but devoted seasons, traversing what seems dangerous mountains, dungeon and even draconian monster of the past.
How my heart aches.
it aches because for my understanding there is no time
it aches because you have allowed other to repair what could have been repaired centuries ago
it aches because when my heart needed mending you are not there
it aches because darkness has fallen upon me and i have no light to guide me.
Oh! how it aches, I cannot bare this pain.
How confounded am I.
that thoughts of nothing run through me blank pages of blank neutrons and protons run and course through my nervous system to the very mass which is my brain.
What am i suppose to do?
As if it were easy to ignore!!!
I think not, not because i can't but this time is not a first, it has been so for years, and i have hope that a change had occur, but i see no difference.
Oh ! I try and my heart still aches, this feelings of angst i cannot shake no more.
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