Going! August 04/08

I am going, going, crazy in between the walls of My

Mind. Fuck sometimes i feel like i need to get out more do more with my freaking self that I am capable what the fuck is wrong with me thats why i say to myself often. Why the fuck arent i pushing myself? and i honestly dont know, but im trying but when that trying stop is what fucking scares the shit out of me. Sooooo now you know why the fuck im going crazy i feel like im stuck frozen in time and although its moving im not, and that my friends is fucking frustrating.