Holding On October 25/06

Why do people hold on? I have asked my self that for so long and I still don't know. Have you ever had a crush from long past and you knew that they liked you but never had the balls to say or even act on it, even though you made the first move and did everything in your power to try to let them know that it was okay, maybe I should let go, yet for some reason this keeps bothering me how can it not. I tell my self to let go of all the things that haunt me, next time you are mean to someone think about what you are really saying because if there like me, man there going to remember, my boyfriend tells me why do you care what people think and I really don't know sometimes I care and sometimesit haunts me like no tommorow, but utimately I think its because I feel taken advantage of I have been nice to alot of people and most of them have had taken advantage of me. its horrible. Sometimes I feel like im lost. I not made for this world...so i feel sometimes there is to much hate in it and I don't care for it.

My heart is caving in and I dont kn ow how to resist it.