Im Very Sad September 23/06

I am very sad right now, the saddest I've ever been in a long time, sometimes you think you know what is going on, or you are lead to believe things that may not be true. Sometimes you are a good to someone and they aren't as good to you. Why do people have to act like this, what have I done in this world to deserve this. It always seems that I give and never get in return. To some people money is more important than anything to me love is the best thing you can have whether rich or poor, whether young or old. That is something that last a life time, that is something that you can never put value on, but I guess I am mistaken. I hate being lied to, I hate being dragged around. I think and my thought are wrong because what I was thinking wasnt what I was thinking at all.