To See March 17/07

There is great sadness to see someone ignore you to perfer you over someone else. To totally disregard the fact that you are there, I believed at one point that I was that kind of person but found that I was not. How does someone know whether they are ignorant or not, by the way people interact with you by steping back and examining the step you take in life to ensure that your friendships are secured. The choice you make can affect someone but if the choice you make is in disagreeance with someone system of friendship or system of allowing that person to be in your life, do not and I repeat do not take back your belief for that person. In turn be ready to lose a friend becuase if that friend does not fight as equally as hard as they do for you then do not pay any more attention than you would any regular person. Because you will only end up getting hurt, and this truth is sad but it is the truth and we should not shield ourselves from it althought painful, when it ends you will have a greater respect for not only yourself but for others.

Understanding other is the most difficult part of any relationship and we should try not to be offended, but as I mentioned do not waste time on pleasing other except for the person that loves you the same way. If they are willing to please you then your have the right to give yourself to them if you wish but becareful because if you are decived the concequences are much greater for the soul giver than the soul taker.