The worst feeling that anyone can feel is the feeling of no direction, standing in the middle of the crowd of faces where you know no one the best thing a being has in a situation like this is to know a direction because no matter how everyone looks at you no matter those individual who judge won't matter because you have your eyes on your goal.
Lately I have been so lost inside and it hurst so much, sometimes you think you have friends but in reality you don't why is it so hard to make friends I am not jovial enough or maybe over jovial. That is my spirit thought the spirit of giving even when I cannot give no more I give my life to improve another, yet that is not to say that at times I hope for love in return.
How lost can a person be? I don't know but I am pretty lost if I tread back to my past emotional thoughts you can see that I get lost in intervals, but how to break this cycle I do not know?
I feel that everyone has abandone me even god does not want to deal with me except for the exception of my partner which is not to say that he is not great but at times you need others distant from you to express one's self in complete extent. If that makes any sense which im sure to some it make perfect sense and to other it make absolutely no sense because they are previlaged never to experience such hate.
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