Nothing Novermber 09/06

This post is particularly about nothing, some of us hate when we don't have anything to write about, but maybe it is a good thing to have that mental block because you might discover things along the course of one trying to get rid of it. The mind blocks images, memories and thoughts because, it feels though it has to protect the heart, and that can be a good thing for a short period of time, because eventually those memories, hate, and otherwise traumatic moments in your life seep through and start to show on your attitude. So why be afraid of just to let them go? Because we ensure as living creatures that we also protect our loved ones, and that is one of the most important thing one can do in your life protect the ones you love. I lost a good friend because they have no right disrespecting my boyfriends long story short, "I had no money to go out and my friends thought I didn't want to go out with her because of my bf" not true I had no money and it was her bday and did not want her to spend money on me and I told her I have no money It is not right that you pay for me on your bday wait for friday...she said no...told me its was all isaac fault, she cursed him out and then...I said to my self if she doesn't belive me and is willing to go as far as to disrepect him then that not right. End of that.

Any how what im trying to say is let go....right. not easy, but sure trying.