Every Waking Moment! August 28/07

If it is not enough that we do not live by instict
but by our ever existing will....

If it is not enough that there is enough hate in which the world live of its beign

for rome wasnt build in a day for it was build in blood as is so for all who exist in the will driven plane

I sit and wonder for what reason did the arcadian king of kings create such complex creature that call themselves humans

we idioctically hate...we are wasteful....and cannot control our emotional beings

At times I wish i had no sin for animals live on instict for they sin does not exist in a their world

there is no right from wrong for they are programmed to survive as best as possible

yet as human survival is the most difficult of all event in our pathetic lives

when will we learn to appreciate the beauty of our complexity

What deviant beauty lies in the minds of other

it is rather unfortunate that not all beings know how to communicate with out an output

output of hate

for the time will come

and destruction will consume our pathetic lives and we will realize how idioctic our lives were

and then and only then will we learn to appreciate every waking moment