Been Awhile September 21/06

I havent written a blog forawhile and I need to since introspection is a good way to let your mind have a break and try to fix itself the art of blogging is so hard because you have to allow yorself to let go, lately ive been a bit down i have been in out of these stages of what im going to do to prepare for the future. I've been sorta of depressed these few days, I've been wanting to get out, but dont know how, My mind is begining to wonder to much...stress just keeps piling up. At the same rate things at home have been good better than they have ever been, life seems to be going smoothly. There is something that bothers me, yet i can not figure what it is. I need guidance and when you down it is very hard to listen to your guides, they tell you everything all one has to do is listen and it comes like thought or a memory thats how you know they are talking to you, some of us are more intuned to our communitcation with the otherside, and other have a harder time but with time and practice anyone can have the answer to anything. So i need to stop and listen, the moon was full and I told my self to have a ritual but it came and was gone and I missed it, I was to busy in my mind its slipped and thats not good may the goddess have compasion, although a ritual is very optional I feel better when I go out and just dance under the moon so serene very mystical, The coming of winter has made its presence on the moon already and it stir such exciment in me. I can't wait till the coldness of winter comes, sometimes it give me that comforting thought. Winter althought so cold can be so warm. I really need to meditate journaling does help me ease my mind as much as actually meditating.